After all this time? Always. <3

I wish I could have beach hair, but I'm a redhead and my hair has anger issues.
Going off on a writing rant... In other words, kind of my journal from 1 AM last night. Even though some may disagree with Anne Frank, I don't. I believe in the good of people. I believe that deep inside all of us, there is a desire to do good. Even with how selfish we are, there is a part of us that yearns to do what's right. Some say that this part of them is unattainable or nonexistent. They blame the past hurts or the present circumstance. Why? That's what I want to know: why. Do they truly long to give in to the rest of themselves their whole lives, ignoring the most beautiful part in each one of them? I don't believe that. After all, we all want to be beautiful, when it comes down to it. We wish to show the world that there is something to live for bigger than ourselves. We all know the beauty is there, yet doubt settles around us and makes us believe that whether this beauty exists or not, it's not worth finding. Doubt traps us in a cage of selfishness and despair, and we think there's no way out; we think doubt is right. that's when we forget love. We forget about true love, not just love of ourselves. True love is what brings us to people who need us. It is what brings those people to us. It's the key out of that cage, and the strength to climb out. True love, real love, shows us that beautiful part in all of us that so often is neglected and forgotten. Once we find light, though, it will reflect everywhere it goes.
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My Best<3

17 items - 11 months ago - 19 views
These are the ones I'm most proud of :) I do love them <3
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Because You May Not Believe I'm Sorry... You're Mistaken.
I want to delete my life and start over. Take my best friend and my love with me, but start everything else over.
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Don't Say Goodbye || Chapter 6

One year ago - 134 views
Don't Say Goodbye || Chapter 6
So new background, but same story! :)
 
Chapter 6 -
 
I stood, confused and upset. Did his voice actually sound less cynical? It was subtle, almost unnoticeable, but it was there. It was definitely there. I walked back to ther ball, still slightly shocked.
"Talia!" Harry came up to me, beaming and panting, "Where have you been? You missed the most wicked concert by the Weird Sisters. Everyone was dancing like mad and screaming like banshies.
I decided not to explain to Harry what happened, knowing he would think I'm mad for even thinking about Snape. I wasn't in the mood for making up a story for why I was gone, and if I stayed any longer Harry would notice the rip in my dress.
"I'm just gonna run to bed. I'm exhausted." Before he could reply, I hurriedly strode out until I got to the staircases, where no one was and, grabbing my dress, I ran up the steps, tears starting to come and flying behind me as I ran up.
As I got to one staircase, though, something caught my eye. Someone was staring at me. I stopped between the top of the staircase and the next platform and looked around to see who it was. All I saw was a flash of blonde hair before the staircase changed on me and I leaned back, trying to hold on to the railing and not fall. When it got to its new place, I was greeted by a rather well-dressed Professor McGonagall.
"Oh... Professor... I, I'm sorry... I was just...uh,"
"Ms. Hunter, are you alright?" she asked.
"Of course! I... I'm fine..." I lied, wanting to get past and cry in my room before I burst into tears in front of her.
She put her hand on my shoulder and spoke softly, "Dear, would you like me to take you to your room?" I wanted to deny, but something inside me knew I needed her. She had always been my favorite professor, and she favored me above other students. I nodded and let her put her arm around me, leading me to my dorm.
I sat on the bed and hung my head, trying to hide my tears. She lifted my chin up and wiped under my eyes, looking sympathetically at me.
"Don't worry. There are better young men than the one who did this to you." She smiled and so did I, then she left back to the ball. I got out of my destroyed dress and put on some black sweats and a purple tank top under a loose, off-the-shoulder lilac top. After throwing my flowered silk robe over my arms, I slipped on my mocassins and shook out my hair,grabbing a book of spells I had checked out from the library and headed down to the common room. It was nearly deserted, with the exception of a couple making out in the corner.
For a while, I just stared at the warm glow of nthe fire, like a summer sunset. After a while I finally started looking through the book of spells, partly looking for a spell to fix my dress and partly looking to find something interesting.
On page forty-six, my eye caught something. It was a spell for convincing someone to come back and find you.
"Adduco questio," I whispered to myself. My lips then curved into a smirk. "Hm..." I hummed, "This could come in handy."
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I woke up in the common room and it was still deserted, but darker than before. The sound that had woken me was a low, gravelly moaning. I got up and looked around, rubbing my eyes.
"Hello?" I called out. Nobody answered. I walked forward cautiously. The moaning started again and I tried to find where it was coming from, but the sound seemed to be coming from everywhere at once.
The sound was getting louder and clearer and I almost heard a name in the voice, but I couldn't recognize it.
I turned around, frantically, as it kept escalating in volume. Then, it stopped.
I swung around and was attacked by a rush of cold darkness.
"Stop!" I yelled, sitting up in the couch I had fallen asleep in. I sighed; it wasn't real.
The common room was rather dark, but the fire was still burning lambently. I trudged up to my room and opened the door quietly, so Danica didn't wake up.
Danica was a good height, about an inch taller than me. Her hair was auburn, like the color of a candle that has been glowing for hours. Her eyes were summer grass colored and big. One of the main things about her that got guy's attention.
The clock next to my bed read 5:02 AM. I contemplated. I could go back to sleep and get a mere three hours of sleep before Danica woke up or I could forget sleep and get ready, then watch the sunrise or something. The second option sounded best.
I took a hot shower, letting the warm water wash away all the horrible feelings of the night before and thinking of the positives of the day ahead, like the fact that I didn't have to see Snape in Potions or go to any classes, for that matter.
After changing and putting my hair in a messy bun, I wrapped myself in a blanket and sat on the windowsill. After conjuring up a cup of pumpkin spice hot chocolate. I watched the sky gradually change to a dark blue, thenorange and yellow as the sun started to come above the horizon.
"Ugh... why is it so bright?" I heard Danica groan groggily. I chuckled and strode over to her bed. Putting my mug down, I jumped on top of her bed and shook her violently.
"Waaake up!"
"Talia! Just... get... o-ah!" She yelled as she tumbled off the bed, hitting the ground with a thump.
I bit my lip. "Woops," I said, chuckling a bit. After she got up I looked at her innocently, trying not to smirk. She glared viciously, her nostrils flaring.
"I'm... going... to... KILL YOU TALIA!" She jumped and grabbed my shoulder, shaking me like I did her and eventually we both rolled off the bed wrestling, too. She stood up triumphantly, brushing her hands off.
The door swung open and Harry appeared, looking worried and frightened.
"Hey Harry!" I said brightly, looking up at him from the floor.
"Hey..." he said hesitantly, walking in. After glancing between the state of Danica and myself, Harry caught on.
"What are you doing today?" He inquired, plopping himself on my bed.
"Don't know," I replied. "No plans for me."
"Wanna go on a walk?"
I beamed and practically flew across my room to put my shoes on, not even needing to reply to the question.
Once outside the castle, I breathed in the fresh October air, gazing around at the beautiful scenery. The trees' leaves were painted maroon and orange, with yellow tips. The grass smelled of morning dew and the sky was patched with grayish white clouds.
"Lovely morning, isn't it?" Harry said, smiling at me. I smiled back.
"Heck to the yeah," I replied. "Oh look, it's Ginny!" I told him and he started blushing.
"Ginny, hi!" I smiled, but it faded as she came closer. She was panting and her face looked troubled.
"What's wrong?"
"Come quick," she said. "It's Ron."

Don't Say Goodbye || Chapter 5

One year ago - 171 views
Don't Say Goodbye || Chapter 5
Okay, so I haven't posted in this in FOREVER, but I have recently been inspired and therefore have written a brand new chapter :) Hope you likey!
 
"P-Professor, um..." I was shocked and therefore at a loss for words. The last thing I expected was for Snape to be at this ball, let alone find this getaway.
"Ah, I see you cannot speak, which is a fortune since whatever you would say would probably have you making a fool of yourself. Now if you're wondering why I'm here, it's not to be with these hooligans you call classmates and I hoped to come out here to find some peace but since you're here and could quite easily disrupt this, please do not annoy me."
 
I barely nodded. His words wounded my heart deeply, more than his snide remarks usually did. He walked to the rail, looking out nonchalantly. I stood in the middle of the floor looking stupid and awkward, until I realized how dumb I actually did look and strolled to one of the pillars. my effort to look less stupid backfired, though. Somehow my heel caught my dress, tripping me and causing my head to collide with the pillar. As I fell, I heard the loud rip of my gown and I was sure it was ruined.
 
"Oh bullocks!" I exclaimed as I touched my forehead and my finger started dripping with blood. But the worst part was Professor Snape. Did he run over and help me up, tell me it's okay and stroke my forehead? No. he had barely turned around and he carelessly stated, "You should watch where you're stepping next time."
 
Anger rushing through me, my fists clenched and I started to stand up to tell him how inordinately rude he was being.
 
"You kn-" I started saying, but I was cutoff by my dress, which was still entangled with my show making me fall back on my bum with an "umph."
 
My cheeks flushed as red as the blood still dripping down them from my forehead. Oh, why me? Why did I have to make such a fool of myself?
 
Snape rolled his eyes, turned on his heel, and with a flow of his cloak, walked back to his spot. tears built up in my eyes and silently fell as I leaned my head down towards my ripped, blood-stained, ruined dress and bloody fingertips. Oh why?!
 
I looked towards the sky in despair and whispered. "Why? Why, why why! Did I do something to upset you? Was it that necklace I stole when I was 9? Because I returned that and apologized!"
 
Apparently Snape heard my mutterings because he sighed and turned around, annoyed.
 
"Oh stop muttering to yourself over your own klumsiness and stupidity," he spat.
 
I wiped my eyes and looked up at him with hatred and sorrow.
 
"Come," he ordered. I got up, very carefully, and walked over to him, my head drooping. He leaned my chin up with his slender finger so our faces were parallel. I avoided his gaze and resisted to stare deep into his eyes, because if I did, I knew, I might lose all of my self-control and start rambling all about my crush on him.
 
I felt his thumb brush my blood-covered forehead. his skin was soft, like the silk robe I would probably be wrapped in later as I cried to myself in my room.
 
my resist was weakening as my longing and curiousity got stronger--strong enough to make me go for it and take a quick chance. I looked to his eyes, hoping deep down for just a glimmer, a sliver, of care. my hopes were depressed, though, as all that was there was black. The same dark, careless gaze. I looked away with anguish as he took out his wand and muttered, "Tergeo..."
 
The blood went back into my body and the cut to heal. I wished he knew a spell to fix my dress, too.
 
When he had finished, he started to leave back to the ball.
 
"Wait!" I yelled. Stupidly. He turned back and lis=fted his eyebrow at me.
 
"Um,uh... er... well..." I studdered. My mind had been erased of everything. I couldn't put a sentence together.
 
"You really should think before you speak, Ms. Hunter," he spoke, with a slightly softer voice, "Some people might just want to listen."

I needed to find this one easily :)

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Amazing Sets about Who I Love

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In honor of Valentine's Day... ♥

Two years ago - 269 views
In honor of Valentine's Day... ♥
eh. Yeaaaahh!!!!!........ I got nothin.
 
I'm watching Gone With the Wind.
 
I was watching Pride and Prejudice earlier tonight :)
 
Old classics night ;) I wanna have an HP marathon....
 
Sooo we have a dance next friday that I'm really excited about :)
Not a totally formal dance, but like... church formal kind.
 
I'm gonna wear gray leggings, black knee-length skirt up to my waist over a fuschia tee. Plus, either my friend's long necklace that I got her for her birthday or if I find a long necklace that has a bunch of layers, that :) And probably my turquoise guitar pic earrings ♥
 
Lovin it! More than McDonald's ;)
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The butterflies are threatening me...

Two years ago - 302 views
The butterflies are threatening me...
I'm watching Mamma Mia :) And this set was made during the time I WOULD be at school if I didn't have a fog delay :D
 
Anywho, I'm lovin this song right now :)
 
If you change your mind, I'm the first in line. Honey, I'm still free. Take a chance on me...
 
If you need me let me know gonna be around. If you got no place to go when your feelin down... Take a chance on me!
 
♥ 5 faves to who can name that song first! :)

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Two years ago - 293 views
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Omg.... Look at this:
 

 

 

o.O Lol jkjk :P But seriously, you have GOT to check this chick out:
 
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/profile?id=1778667
 
Her sets are AMAZING and she deserves WAAAAAY more likes and comments! So come one polyvorians, be the awesome people I know you are ;) ♥